Been really stressed because there are a lot of deadlines, and Dir is being a bij. Like seriously, if you want everyone to attend, then why would you only specify that one week and have absolutely no leeway? Why do you assume everyone would be there? We all have other meetings or appointments. Don't even know if those folks she cc-ed would be available. I hope someone else other than me isn't available. But then again, if it's just me, then means I don't have to see her face ever and she wouldn't like reschedule. I would hate to have to see her face even more.

I'm not sure why I got such a bitchy vibe off her. I'm quite sure I wasn't her first choice, and she probably would rather have taken someone with a CA but I really think the one who selected me in the end was ED. I just disliked how brusque and rude she was during the interview, like you know some people just have unpleasant vibes. And then I disliked her emails. I understand she's a busy person, but I've been busy all my life and I do my best to write proper, professional emails that don't sound like I talk down to anyone. Besides, it's just about the vibe, eg ED's emails sound way more civil and professional. And the way she is during meetings also, such an unforgiving face, and I think she is better-placed to answer VC's question than me but yet she shut up.

Anyway, thanks to her now I'm swamped even worse. I'll just try to do what I can for ATC and submit whatever I have on Tuesday. I'll do the last calls between today and Monday, and then if I hear nothing then I'm submitting nothing. They have plenty of money to make up the difference and whoever wants to claim can go to them straight. The exceptions report too needs to be done as well as the billings tab. That will be followed by the ITDF report which I think I'll just submit something on Monday by the end of the day to my boss. At least that long PowerPoint slide can help me with the background part of the DUR. Actually no I think I'll work on it on Sunday, so that she can take a look at it on Monday first thing and tell me if she wants me to do anything else.

Also I've taken to CC-ing ARSO for my emails just to annoy him. You all aren't doing anything, you just need to drag and drop the stupid emails to your archive folder if you're not happy. Also, if you're not happy, find someone else. I'm looking forward to the end of my contract, to be honest.

Okay, I'm going to bathe, pray, and then I'll start to do some writing while waiting for my laptop to charge (and want to use up the charge on my Book.) A little worried about how to sneak my cousin to Oasia, but I'll manage, or beg, whichever. I mean, maybe it's their official line but maybe they'll close an eye. Later when I'm charging this thing or am done charging/writing, I'll go back to my stupid ATC. Seriously that shit just makes you not want to be alive anymore.

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