To: followers, spectators, curious passersby...
So, I've been M.I.A for a little bit. I apologize for the disappearance. I've been busy with work. I've been getting a lot of hours, so when I return home, I get ready for bed since I travel for 2 hours just to get to work and 2 hours back.
It's not just work that is draining me though. Being introverted is also a reason my energy has depleted completely as well because work is not a place where I can be alone. I am constantly around co-workers and needing to communicate with them that when I travel home or enter home I do not want to communicate or do anything but sleep.
I have not been able to watch shows and many movies because it feels like my free time to just be by myself has been taken up. And I need, sometimes, to be mentally and well rested to watch shows/movies and even video games especially when I think that I might not like it or I know it's a long show/movie.
I also have been trying to overcome a sinking feeling of not being good enough because I was rejected by a publishing company as well as a crush. So, both of those rejections hit me one day after the other. As an introvert I mulled it over (both rejections) repeatedly and I feel more exhausted than normally. I need a recharge like a SERIOUS recharge. I am going to continue Karin Slaughters 'Indelible' which I didn't get to finish as well as finish the last two books of her Grant County Series. I was thinking of getting out of the house and just sit in the library to come up with another story or finish and polish up others that I have already started.
For my podcast, I do have an episode needing to be edited. And I can upload it for this week, Thursday, most likely.
Thank you for reading. Have an awesome day, evening, or night.
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